Tag: journal

  • Recalibration

    I want more from myself. I want fewer compulsive behaviors and more mindful ones. I want wilder nights and more peaceful days. I want to be able to gain and keep momentum at will.

  • Self exploration day part 1, Meditation, Ice Skating, Art Institute

    Self exploration day part 1, Meditation, Ice Skating, Art Institute

    No matter how much I fuss and fret, and renew my attempts to murder the Sovereign of the Centre by superimposing my human seven-holed features upon him, I can never succeed.

  • Setting aside “Balance” in favor of self-awareness

    Setting aside “Balance” in favor of self-awareness

    I’ve decided that I’m going to blow up my freshly created 2020 goals, and tighten them up so that this year I strive for immersive/passionate focus into just a couple of things, rather than pushing a number of larger goals forward incrementally.

  • What am I trying to achieve?

    As I was reflecting on the work I’m doing right now and my painting plans for this year, I became very certain that my primary goal is this: I want to learn to make mid-scale acrylic landscape paintings with a process and outcome that represent my sensibility. The most important thing about framing the goal…

  • Rethinking creative process

    Rethinking creative process

    I’ve learned a lot about making things and harnessing my creativity in the last twenty years, and I’m excited to apply what i’ve learned to music writing for the first time.