Tag: personal writing

  • Swimming (in my mind)

    Swimming (in my mind)

    How to navigate the complex relationships between personal history and narratives, memory, and now? “Swimming,” is a mindful acknowledgement of this conundrum.

  • Accidental Vampire

    Accidental Vampire

    One night in early July, after banging my head against a different song project for a couple of hours without any success, i started flipping through my journal and found the opening line to this tune. A few hours later after a bit of guitar noodling and some inspired moments on a long walk, Accidental…

  • The Invitation

    The Invitation

    I came back to watch the glowing magenta lift off, hungover with grief and hungry to feel loved.

  • Not now, but soon

    Four nights ago I heard the sweet call of fantastic vision. Hope of a life well-lived and uniquely played …

  • The Pilgrimage & The Presence

    The Pilgrimage & The Presence

    A poem written as the sun rose over Lake Michigan in downtown Chicago.

  • Giving Beyond Myself

    The lump—that deep twist in my gut. I am holding too tight, even as I let go. Scooping out my melon of a belly, emptying it of everything, including hunger.

  • I take it as a sign that I am truly living

    I take it as a sign that I am truly living

    I am standing at the top of a hill ready to roll down, and I am at the foot of another hill beginning to climb.

  • Recalibration

    I want more from myself. I want fewer compulsive behaviors and more mindful ones. I want wilder nights and more peaceful days. I want to be able to gain and keep momentum at will.